My Thank You Note

Here is the thing guys, when did the last time you say thank you to all of the people who helped you in your life? As for me, I don’t even remember. Well, probably I never because I still remember when the first time I met my man, it was like almost ten years ago, the first thing he noticed about me was the fact that I never say thank you to anyone. And I was like, didn’t I? I didn’t even know that. Like for example, one day I asked my maid to fix the water dispenser for me as it was empty. After she done it, my man said that I didn’t even say anything. And honestly, at that time I was thinking that she was doing her job so why should I thank her? I know, I am a bad person.
So yeah, since that day I was trying so hard to say thank you to everyone but I don’t think I did it right. I found it was hard to change my ignorant habit and I was forgot about that word almost every times. Let say like last time when my parents gave me some money after they made some from their business, I didn’t even thank them until the week after when my sister reminded me to. And now, I feel so bad about it. What a daughter to have I am! What a shamed!
That is why, today I decided to wrote a Thank You Note to all of the people in my life. And I said people, so don’t judge me by not saying those words to my God. Because if I want to say thank you to Him, I would prefer to do it directly in my prays rather than write it here. So yeah, my first list to thank you is, of course, my family specially to my parents for giving me such a wonderful life since I was born. For the love and compassion that they always provide me, for the advices, the critics, and even for leaving me alone. Because sometimes I do need times to be alone with myself. And next, of course my brother and sister, who were always with me since I can remember. Thank you for all of the fights that grew me up, the arguments, and the loves for sure. I thank you to all of my friends, which are not a lot but I know for definite that you are indeed know who you are so I don’t have to mention any names here. For most of my time I spent with you and my times that I am going to spend with you, I thank you all for that. So many things I’ve learned from you and it helps me to build myself and be the person that I am now. I also want to thank all of the people that hate me, if I can not say enemies. Because I do believe that from ten people that love you, that means there are another ten people that hate you. So yeah, I thank you for hating me because deep inside my heart I do believe that love and hate are separated by only a thin line so of course, deep inside my heart I do believe that even if you hate me, there must be because of something that you love about me but you couldn’t face it. So yeah, thank you for that.
The last but not least, I really-really want to thank you all of the men in my life, in particular is my man at the moment for making me a better person. For being with me when the fact that I am a very selfish, stubborn, and ignorant person but you put yourself up for those attitudes. Thank you for the loves that you gave and going to give me. Thank you for teaching me how to love someone back as I was always in love only with myself until you changed me. But the most important thing is, thank you so much for inspiring me writing this note.
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♥Kyle Dessent Rocks!♥

Yeah guys, you can say that I am crazy in love but wait until you listened to this guy’s voice then you can judge me. I am telling you that this guy is indeed has a very amazing voice. When I watched his live video performances in YouTube, I was stunned to see that he was never even struggled once hitting any range. Wow! Something I was never expected from a young guy like him. But yeah, he could do anything with his voice, fantastic! Well, let me tell you first, how did I find out about this talented new young singer accidentally on Facebook when his advertorial just pop up on the corner of my screen. I wasn’t even interested to check at first but then again his ad was always came up then yeah, at the end, it was kind of annoyed me and hit my nerves so I clicked it. So there you go, I became a big fan since. Duh!
Then, what’s so funny about this? Let me explain to you something. I am a softy kind of girl who always whining if I want something, so of course, OZ people don’t suit me good. I tried to avoid OZ at my best, because normally they can not stand my attitude, if you can say that. One of my dear OZ friend always said that I am a princess and a drama queen. I think he was kind of hate my behavior. He is. But recently, I don’t know why, but since I volunteer at the foundation which founded by an Australian and runs by most Australians, I was kind of getting used with them or maybe they are not that bad actually. Maybe it was only in my state of mind that because of most of them are likely speak their mind then I was kind of a little bit shocked. All my life I was used to people speak politely, you know, you have to compromised ‘what you are going to say with who you are talking to’ kind of things? But yeah, now that I am in their circle, I was sort of adjusted by itself and suddenly my tastes are adjusted by itself too. Suddenly, I am in love with OZ. Hah!
So here I am, loving an OZ singer, hanging out with OZ people, and I even talk like one now. Aaw! My best friend laughed at me all the time now, what a turning back point! But yeah, I am really into OZ at the moment, I even tolerate their freckles! Something that I never think of doing before! So guys, I am so sorry but I have to tell you these, OZ are hot and Kyle Dessent rocks!
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Where Are The Good People Go?

Woke up this morning, just like my normal Monday morning, I got my Jakarta Post’s business section just to check on my shares in the stock market. I normally don’t read other news apart from the market outlook, but today there was a headline about how the economic disaster affected the way of people’s life in Indonesia and there was a middle age single lady names Sri Mulyani (and no, I don’t think it’s the Minister that we’re talking about here) said that the impact of economic crisis was so bad for her because now that all of the branded stuffs increased the price like almost double. She also mention that she was normally change her branded hand bags every three months but now because of economic crisis, she still use the same hand bag and purse that she got four months ago, what a shamed! I feel sorry for you, lady! No wonder that you are still single, hah! While people are suffer and hunger on the street and there she goes, complaining about her branded hand bag and purse! Pathetic!
Arrived at work this morning, I received a video from my dear friend Lia through my Super Wall on Facebook which show me a shocking news about fur factory in China. Well, actually I knew that there will be some unpleasant images will shown, but I watched it anyway. An yeah, I was shocked, amazed, disgusted, and feel pity for those animal and all the people who wear them just for fashion without thinking about how cruel they are when they skinned those animals. It was the most brutal thing to do and of course, I was down in tears and forward the video to everyone right away and join PETA group at the same time. Seriously guys, I can not tolerate these animal haters at all. Where are your compassions? Animal are also God’s creature just like us. If we can not do it to the Black people, the Jewish, or any other minorities, then don’t you think that we can not do it to animals also? They are innocence and need love too, just like you and me.
So yeah, today was a big turning back moment for me. I swear not to shop like crazy and not to touch anything fur started from now on. I love my dog and cat and can not bear if something bad like those images in the video happened to them. God, no! And believe me, there are so many people need our help out there, rather than wasting our money for some branded bags or purses which are probably made from one of those animal that they slaughtered earlier, euw!
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visit www.peta.org for more details about how you can help those animals

Blackberry Mania

What is the second biggest thing after Facebook phenomenon? The answer is, of course, Blackberry! I can not believe how addicted this thing is for everybody. I went to a lunch with my best friend yesterday and as soon as we sat on the restaurant, both of us got our Blackberry out and ended up not talking to each other at all. Even when the food came, still, we were drown our head down in to our Blackberries. What a good friends we are! Hah!
My dear best friend didn’t have a Blackberry until last month. And let me tell you a funny story about how did she ended up with this cute little thing. We were in our shops that time, it was like one and a half months ago, when one of our other girlfriend came while she was sitting down right in front of her Macbook doing what we called the first biggest phenomenon at the moment, yup...Facebook. Seeing her doing that, my other girlfriend was like, OMG…you still using laptop? Where is your Blackberry?
Of course, my dear friend was a little bit annoyed because of that. Not to mention since I got mine three months ago, I was like constantly telling her how good and handling this thing was. She was probably had enough of it then decided to switch her mobile which she just bought a few months ago to a Blackberry. What an influence, eh? I hope her husband, who bought her the last mobile she got for Christmas, didn’t hate me for this. But yeah, I was so happy that she was finally became one of the Autistic Club members. Did I tell you that how we call people who owns Blackberry? Yeah, because as soon as you got one, your world is finish and you became one of those people who doesn’t care about anything around you, yeah, just like an autistic person. But what can I say? This thing is so awesome!
A couple days ago, my hairstylist in Jakarta finally got one too after we tried to pursuit him for quite sometime. You know what he said when we asked why he decided to get one eventually? He said he was tired and fed up with people asking him for his Blackberry’s PIN number while he was actually haven’t got any. And he was fed up with people looked at him as he was an alien from a different planet whenever he used his basic mobile phone to make a call or browsed the internet. Hah! So yeah, of course, the first message we sent him a couple days ago was like, welcome to the Autistic World, baby!
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I Wished I Knew How (A Poem)

I wished I knew how to love you
The same way you love me
I wished I knew how to kiss you
The same way you kiss me
I wished I knew how to hold your hand
The same way you hold mine
I wished I knew how to make you happy
The same way you make me
I wished I knew how to turn you around
The same way you turn me around whenever I pass you
I wished I knew how to lift you up
The same way you lift me up whenever am down
I wished I knew how to whisper in your ear
The same way you whisper in mine
I wished I knew how to call you
The same way you call me
I wished I knew how to look at you
The same way you look at me
I wished I knew how to smile to you
The same way you smile to me
I wished I knew how to satisfy you
The same way you satisfy me
I wished I knew how to understand you
The same way you understand me
I wished I knew how to make love to you
The same way you make love to me
But the most important thing is, my love
I wished I knew how to quit you
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Are You Okay? No, Am Gay!

You must be confused reading the title of my writing. Then allow me to explain it to you. I have an entourage whenever I go out at night and they are all fun people. When we go out, we really out and go. We never care about everyone else but our crowd. One of my dear friend is always over concern of everyone else whenever she got drunk. And for some reasons, she was always talk in English whenever she got high even though she is a hundred percents Indonesian who was born and live in Indonesia. But only God knows why she was always like that. Every time she got drunk, she continued asking question, ”Are you okay?” to us while we can actually see that she is the one who’s in fact not okay. But yeah, that’s how she’s doing it and we got used to it already.
Let me tell you a funny story about this English spoken drunken miss concerns which was always make us laugh our head off every time we talk about it. We met two guys at a bar before which one of them is my neighbor so yeah, of course, we exchanged ‘hello’ and had a little chat with them. Since we were kind of sort of under an influence of alcohol at that time, then of course, the next day we didn’t really remember our conversations with them until they called us to talked and they were talking in English. Because of they are Chinese Indonesians who finished their studies in Canada, we were thinking that maybe they can’t speak Bahasa. So yeah, that was it, until one day I just couldn’t help myself but asking them if they indeed speak Bahasa or not? Because when we’re sober, it was kind of annoying to me speaking in English with Indonesian people. And guess what, they were like, of course we speak Bahasa, but we thought that you guys who’s the one can’t speak Bahasa because the first time we met you spoke in English with us. I didn’t say anything but rose my eyebrows to my dear friend then we were laughed.
Back to the title, one night we went out with our dear friend who lives in Amsterdam and openly gay guy who came to our town for a holiday. Somehow, he was disappear for quite sometime and we were kind of worry since we knew that he was totally wasted out. So yeah, we checked in the men’s room and found him inside. My dear friend really concern about his condition, of course, then she was like, “Are you okay?” He rose his head and looked back to us then he was like, “No, am gay!” Seriously guys, I didn’t know how to reacted at that time, should I laughed or should I worried of him? But then he laughed his head off so yeah, we all laughed together and since then every time someone ask us that same question, everyone in my group always give the same answer. And of course, this silly little joke is only for our gang. So guys, are you okay?
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To All of My Dearest Friends, and Yeah, You Know Who You Are..!

Salute! (My Review of ROLE Foundation)

Yesterday was an International Earth Day, so the foundation where I volunteer decided to celebrated the opening of its Eco Learning Park at the same day. First I would like to mention how did I get involved with this foundation. Last year, I felt like missing something in my life while I was actually had everything. I have so many privileges in life that make me kind of useless when it comes to deal with problems. I was so used to whining for everything and so used to get whatever I want and make me forgot about others. So yeah, last year I decided to change my life style. Oh no, it didn’t mean that I was willing to sacrifice all of my privileges, but at least I was willing to sacrifice some of my times, which I have plenty, to help others. That is why started from November last year I was involved with a foundation called ROLE (stands for River, Ocean, Land, and Ecology) as a voluntary teacher at their Women Vocational School. And it changed my perspective in life BIG time! First day I was teaching, my class was a small class, with only five students. But I was so surprised how these five ladies so enthusiast to learn everything. They were like hunger wolfs, willing to do anything for education, too bad they don’t have a facilities for that. But yeah, they were awesome students and they treated me like I was some kind of superstar or something. But the most touching moment for me was when I was finished my first class, one of my students names Wayan came to me and begged me not to give up on them just because they were so stupid. Aaah, of course I won’t! But honestly, I was choked while tried so hard to hold my tears. And believe it or not, the feeling inside me when she said that was unimaginable! That moment I wouldn’t trade for anything in my life.
So yeah, that pretty much how did I get involve with this foundation that has “Everyone Can Play a ROLE in Creating a World without Poverty and Reviving the Health of the Environment” as its motto from the beginning. And yesterday, we were opened our Eco Learning Park for the first time. But because of I was kind of busy lately, so I didn’t have much times to hang out in the foundation recently, specially since all of my students which were seaweed farmers having a harvest season so we had to closed the school temporarily until the season finished. That is why I was so surprised to see how the park going very well since the last time I visited there. Everyone must have done a very good job over there. Before I wasn’t sure about people in the foundation, about how do I get along with them since my world before was totally opposite theirs. I was a snobby little girl who always think of myself first. And all my life, I never thought of hang out with some people who talked about environment and helping others with passions. I was an ignorant and selfish human being until then. But like I said, these people changed my perspective in life and I am grateful for that. For making me feeling useful for others. The feeling I missed these whole time. As for yesterday event, I was so amazed by everyone in the foundation for doing such a wonderful job. To Mike, Tim, Lisa, Maggie, Wayan, Ajun, and everyone else, I salute you guys! And for other people who volunteers as for our sponsorships as well, I salute you too guys! For everyone who was joined us yesterday, I salute you! As for others who didn’t have any chances to take a part, then I want to remind you to start doing something, if you do care of course!
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ROLE Foundation
Jl. Siligita 55, Nusa Dua Bali
www.rolefoundation.org

Nice Vs. Good Looking

Here is the thing guys, if someone ask you about somebody’s look and you know for sure that he or she is in fact an ugly sod, what will your answer for that question? My friend’s friend has a new boyfriend and he definitely is not a good looking guy, so when we asked whether her friend’s new boyfriend is a good looking guy or not, she was like, “He’s a nice guy.” My other friend was like, okay…I know exactly what that means, nice is the opposite word of good looking, right? I was like, huh?
Yeah, my friend then explained it to me that for some reasons, people doesn’t say ugly as the opposite of good looking, but nice. Maybe for a polite reason? I don’t know. But I just don’t get it, if ugly is not a good word to say, then why bother invented the word? Why there is even a word of it then? I don’t think God will be angry if we said that word to describe his creature, does He? If someone if indeed not a good looking one, then should we lie by saying that he or she is nice? What if they are not a good looking ones nor nice? Can we still say that they are nice?
Hmm, let me tell you a funny story about a guy who approached me a couple of months ago. Every time we talk he always mention about how nice I am. He was like, you are a very nice girl…bla bla bla. I was like, no I am not. Then I told him that I would prefer if he said that I am a good girl or something like rather than nice. He was like, why? I then like, because nice is the opposite word of good looking. He was like, huh? I was like, duh!!!
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Deeply In Love (A Poem)

When I talk about you, I talk about love
When I think of you, I think about love
When I look at you, I can see love
When I touch you, I can feel love
When I dream of you, I dream about love
When I smile to you, I am smiling to love
When I kiss your lips, I am kissing your love
When I hold you in my arms, I am holding your love
When I tease you, actually I am teasing love
When I beg you, I am begging for your love
When I call your name, I am calling for love
When I whisper in your ear, I am whispering love
When I cry for you, I am crying for love
When I am happy for you, I am happy for love
When I am sad because of you, it must be because of love
When I am down because of you, I am down for your love
When my head spinning around, I must be crazy for your love
When my heart braking into pieces, it’s only because of love
When I can not open my eyes anymore, that must be because I can not see your love anymore
Because darling when I die, I am dying for your love
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Missing You Like Crazy (A Poem)

So many nights I’ve tried to sleep alone
Without you, not even your shadow
But so many nights I ended up in tears
Because it was you that I always wanted, only you
So many mornings I woke up by myself
My bed felt so empty without your warm body in it
There’s no strong arms holding me, not even in my dreams
So here I am, open my eyes just to find my loneliness
So many days passed without you walking by my side
Without your hand holding mine
Without you leading my steps
So many sadness I felt inside my chest
How many times I’ve been thinking of calling you
But I knew that you won’t be there
I knew that you won’t be there to answer me
So I just let go all of my sadness, just let them go
Now that you have gone
I can tell you that I miss you like crazy
I can tell you how much you mean to me
I can tell you how I shouted your name in my dreams
Now that you have gone
I can show you what love means to me
I can show you how much I miss you
I can show you how much I need you
Now that you have gone
The feeling of missing you tearing me apart
I can feel all the regrets in my heart
For not telling you that I love you when I have a chance
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To My "Holiday In Goa"

A Little Thing Called Love

When you hear someone talk about love, what is your definition of that word? One result of the mysterious nature of love is that no one has ever, to my opinion, arrived at a truly satisfactory definition of love. M. Scott Peck, M.D, the author of New York Times Bestseller book’s The Road Less Traveled define love as ‘the will to extend one’s self for the purpose of nurturing one’s own or another’s spiritual growth’. Deep, eh? Let’s talk about that meaning now.
First, it may be noticed that it is a teleological definition; the behavior is defined in terms of the goal or purpose it seems to serve-in this case, spiritual growth. Second, it may be noticed that, as defined, love is a strangely circular process. When one has successfully extended one’s limit, one has then grown into a larger state of being. Third, this unitary definition of love includes self-love with love for the other. Since you are human as I am, so to love humans means to love myself as well as you. Fourth, the act of extending one’s limit implies effort. Love is not effortless, to the contrary, love is effortful. Finally, by using the word “will” attempted to transcend the distinction between desire and action. Those are according to a Professor’s way of thinking and interpretation.
Now, as a practitioner of love in day to day life, what do you think of love? What is your interpretation when you hear someone say the word of love? As for myself, I have no idea. I can say a nice and beautiful words about love at some points, but in another time I can also say all the ugly words about love in my own interpretation. One think for sure, love is a pretty thing with a not so pretty consequences. Every time you fall in love, there is a risk of broken heart at the end of it.
The myth of romantic love tells us, in effect, that for every young man in the world there is a young woman who was “meant for him” and vice versa. But that tale does not always come true. When we meet the person whom we are intended, recognition comes through the fact that we fall in love. We have the person for whom all the heavens intended us, and since the match is perfect, we will then be able to satisfy all of each other’s needs forever and ever, and therefore live happily ever after in perfect union and harmony. Should it comes to pass, however, that we do not satisfy or meet all of each other’s needs and friction arises and we fall out of love, then it’s clear that a dreadful mistake was made, we misread the stars, we did not hook up with our one and only perfect match, what we thought was love was not real or “true’” love, and nothing can be done about the situation except to live unhappily ever after or get divorced. That’s not a myth nor a tale. That is life.
So yeah, I guess there are so many misconceptions about love in every level. But the most important think to know is, you can interpreted love with your own words, but love itself can not be describe by any words. Love is sometime a feeling, sometime an action, sometime nothing at all. That was my interpretation of love. You don’t have to be agreed with me, though.
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Source : The Road Less Traveled, A New Psychology of Love, Traditional Values and Spiritual Growth by M. Scott Peck, M.D

Love Triangle (A Poem)

When you said you love me
Does that mean that you only love me?
Does that mean that you always love me?
Does that mean that I am the only one?
When I said I love you
Doesn’t mean that I only love you
Doesn’t mean that I always love you
Doesn’t mean that you are the only one
When you said you love me
Do you really mean it?
Do you also mean that you love her?
Do you also mention her name in your heart?
When I said I love you
I mean I also love him
Because he was already here before you
And my heart is actually belong to him
When we said the word of love
We knew that we never mean it
We knew that our hearts are belong to someone else
But we said it anyway
Because when we said the word of love
We never care about anyone else
We only care about us and our feeling
The beautiful feeling inside us that drive us crazy
Bali, April 16th, 2009
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Life Is Beautiful

If you ask me when is the happiest moment in my life, this time probably it is. I was just came back from an afternoon/evening coffee with my dearest friends and love every minutes of it. Here is the thing, my lovely dearest friends (blessed them) are the coolest people in the whole world. And the most important thing is they are always make me laugh and forget all of my problems (yeah, like I have any!). Seriously guys, I don’t mean to make anyone jealous, but my life is so beautiful surround by so many beautiful things around so many beautiful people. Every day was like breakfast, go to my shop to meet my friends, having lunch with them, afternoon tea/coffee, then go home to my man. What a life, eh? God must love us so very much!
Last weekend, we felt like partying after three weeks staying in doing nothing, so what did we do? We asked our dear friend who lives in Jakarta to come to Bali and partying with us. Yeah, when it comes to entourage, we were kind of picky-picky. You know, we don’t want any uncool people around us, ruin our night out. Hey, it’s not like we go out every weekend, you know? Then why we want to ruin it with some retards?
Let me tell you a funny story about our night out last weekend. When we were finished and felt kind of tired then we decided to went home. I asked my friend Ade to drive me home since I was kind of washed out and don’t really think that I can drive any car at that point. So yeah, he drove me home just half way down to found out that I left my house keys in my other friend’s car. Don’t even ask, I was just so ignorant and careless, well, that is a typical of person I am anyway. But, to drove back from my house was a wasting time so we were like sat down outside my house waited for my man to wake up so we can come in. Luckily, I have couches outside so that we can put our self to rest since it was like six in the morning. But still, it was a very good night and I will remember it for the rest of my life. Thank you guys for making my life so beautiful and colorful, you are my very good friends and I love you all. You guys rock!
“To All Of My Dearest Friends, You Know Who You Are!”
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The Sweetest Memory (A Poem)

Here I am, nothing without your love
So screwed and broken heart
From your love that has gone
Leaving me here all alone
But there is something that you left behind
Your kisses are still pretty much in me
Your smiles are still in my mind
Your sweetness is still follow my steps
There is nothing to replace all of those
The memories are too sweet too just go away
Our love is too strong to just disappear
Even our arguments are too good to be just forgotten
So my love, I let you stay in my heart
Right next to the sweetest memory about our feelings
Together with the beauty images of our love makings
Underneath the shadow of your face when you look at mine
But my love, promise me that you will stay there, just there
Because I still need you there, just right there
And I promise that I will never let go
If you promise not to fade away
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To My "Holiday In Goa"

Is It The Driver Or Is It The Car?

Did you guys watched the Australian Grand Prix (yeah, of course am talking about Formula One, what else?) a couple of weeks ago? What a big surprised that Jenson Button finally got his first position on the race and the qualification. I am so happy for him since he is indeed my second favorite driver after Juan Pablo Montoya, so that’s mean that he is the only driver that I wish to win the races since Montoya left the Grand Prix sometimes before. So yeah, I am so thrilled about his winning last time and even more thrilled when I found out that he was also won the pole position on Malaysian Grand Prix today, but as a fan of Formula One, one question pop up in my mind. If Button, who was never been in any pole position for quite a while then suddenly became a champion, was it because of his driving skills were improved or because of something else? The car, maybe? Oh yeah, did I mention that Button was in Honda Team before together with Rubens Barrichello. But started on the beginning of this season, Ross Brawn who used to be the brain of Ferrari Team, joined the team and used Mercedes engine for their cars so that the team now calls Brawn Mercedes.
Back to the race, I used to think that the race is all about the driver because they are in fact control the situation. I think many people thought the same and we sometime forget about the brain behind the race itself, which is the manager of the team who is control everything behind the scene. So yeah, as much as I love Button, but I think his driving skills were still the same. I mean, he is indeed a good driver but the whole team should took more credit of his winning, specially Brawn. He is a very brilliant man of the machine. And I am not joking, remember how good he was with Ferrari last time? Thanks God, he left. Yeah, I don’t really like Ferrari, well, it’s not like what you guys thinking. I just don’t like a particular retired F1 driver who is so connected with the team, and yeah, he is a German guy! Do you want me to mention his name? Okay then, Michael Schumacher, there you go! Hey, I told you that I am a big fan of Montoya, aren’t I? I have to hate Schumacher for that, hah!
So yeah, it is about the combination of the elements in the team itself that make the victory. Good driver, good technicians, good manager, and good luck. Those are the combination that I think for this season owns by Brawn Mercedes team. Go Brawn..! Go Button..!
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So He Wears Make Up, So He Kissed A Guy, So What?

Last couple of weeks Adam Lambert became a phenomenon in the world of entertainment with his singing sensation and gothic style of fashion. Many girls think that he is hot, including me. In these last couple of weeks I have seen many of videos of him and his entourage in YouTube showing some controversial pictures. One of those was a picture of him tongue lock with a guy followed by a question “Is he gay?”
Well, some of those pictures probably drove you to a conclusion that he indeed is. Like those pictures of him with full make up, you would probably thought that he is a drag queen or something. And also those pictures of him with his pals who yeah, look like a bunch of queers. But let me ask you a question? Does that even have anything to do with him being hot and super cool? After all, he is still a great singer and a brilliant performer, isn’t he? Of course he is. And being gay has nothing to do with that. There are may of great singer who is gay in this world, let say Elton Jon and George Michael for example, they are in fact one of the best in their world.
I know, this controversial issue maybe came from all of those guys who is probably jealous of Adam’s success on stealing girl’s attention. Oh yeah, as a girl I am very sure of this because as girls we are normally don’t really care if a guy is gay or not, but if he is hot then he is a hot guy. Period. If he is indeed a gay then we want to be his friend but if he’s not, of course, we would love to be his girl for sure. And yeah, we don’t really care about his sexual orientation. So yeah he wears make up, so yeah he kissed a guy, so what??
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April Fool’s Day

Do you believe in April Fool’s day? I wasn’t, until last year. Let me tell you why, last year I went to Jakarta right at the end on month of March for some business trip and supposed to come back to Bali on April 1st which was an April Fool’s day. I never thought of that at all in my mind. In fact, I never believe in the day and thought that it was only a joke. Yeah, me and my skeptical way of think.
So yeah, I was in Jakarta for some business but the people that I should met turned out got some serious problem with his heart and had to stay in the hospital so that our business meeting was canceled. I went to my Securities Company instead, well, at least I could maintain my shares while I was there, right? Wrong. Here is the thing, I went to the Stock Exchange Building to meet my broker and I did but at the same time the computer system in the building went bonkers so there wasn’t any chance for me to check on any of my shares. Bollocks!
So the next day, which was April 1st, I went back to Bali empty handed. At the airport I had this feeling that something was not right. I felt like something is going to happened but yeah, I was kind of ignored it since I didn’t believe on the day after all. Get in to the plane, everything went very well, until the stewardess started to checked on the passengers and noticed that there was an old, weak, and sick old man sat on the emergency exit seat. According to flight regulations this thing not supposed to happened. For some reasons, some stupid people in the check in counter let it happened. What an idiot!
Then of course, the stewardess asked him to moved so the plane could take off. But yeah, typical old people who think that he is okay and you know, when you reached a certain age period you would back to act like a little kid again. And that was what happened with him too, he refused to moved so that the plane stuck in the airport because obviously we can not fly until the situation clear. Regulations, remember? The daughters of the old man tried their best to pursuit their father to moved but couldn’t do any better. They even asked all of the passengers to helped them by leaving the plane and pretended that our plane was broken so that we had to change the plane just to make him get up of his seat, but nah, he didn’t move a muscle. So here we were, stranded in the waiting room at the airport, waiting for him to got out of the plane. And guess how long it took? A solid two and a half hours! What a silly joke for April Fool’s Day! And did I mention that the day was Tuesday? Indonesian believes in this superstitious thing about Tuesday as the bad luck day. That’s why most of Indonesian don’t do any business deal or travel journey on Tuesday. Heaven forbid!
So guys, it’s totally up to you to believe or not to on this thing, but anyway Happy April Fool’s Day everyone!
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