Monday 12 January 2015

It's Not A Bad Thing


Being pregnant is one hell of tough job. I was always being skeptical when people said that before, but now I know. And I am not a whining type of girl, normally. Seeing myself losing shape was the most frustrating part for me. Everyone has their own, I believe. But don’t worry; I’m not going to complain about my pregnancy here. In fact, I want to share my joy to all of you. How life became more interesting knowing that one life is growing inside you and how he/she depends on you badly. It was such a blessed.
As for your information, it is my 27th week now and I feel so much stronger and full of joy every time my baby made its statement by kicking me. Seeing my belly moves gives me a warm feeling. And yes, I think it’s time for me to eventually admit that I am now in love. Not something that I thought I would ever felt in life. But yeah, it happened.
Becoming a mother was never a plan whatsoever for me. I mean, every time someone asked, I always said that I would probably never going to have kids on my own. Nothing really serious, but I just never pictured myself got pregnant and being responsible for someone for the first 9 months of their life. It freaked me out.
But when it did happen, everything just came into place without my knowing. God has His hand all over me, I believe. Everything was just perfect in its own way. My pray was answered and things are becoming beautiful. I just hope that everything will fall into place just like it did for the rest of my pregnancy period. And I cannot wait to have my baby in arms and see how he/she looks like. I think God loves me too much by giving me such a beautiful blessing like this. I was on the top of the world! Yay!

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