Don’t love me for fun, girlLet me be the one, girl
Love me for a reason
Let the reason be love
(Love Me For A Reason - Boyzone)
This is a true story about a girl I know who live in a great life with her boyfriend for quite sometime now and as a human being she just feel kind of bored with her so called comfort life and want to try something different. So yeah, one night when she went out for a dinner with some friends, there’s a guy approached her and was like chased her wherever she goes. Suddenly, she felt alive again and decided to have some fun with this new guy behind her boyfriend back, of course. But she made a promise to herself that she will stop all of these as soon as the thing getting too far.
So yeah, fun it is as she planned it. But she made a big mistake by not telling the new guy that she was indeed has a boyfriend and only interested to have fun. And as you guess, the thing between them got too serious because this new guy has some hope on them as he didn’t have a clue about who she really is, and as planned, she knew that she has to leave now, but can she? Here is the thing, when you spent one time with a guy, you would probably keep your promise that this was only for fun. But after spent so many times with one particular guy, then of course, the thing started to become more serious.
She knew and realized that these all are a hundred percent her fault, so yeah, she then decided to leave this new guy and back to her real life again. She wished that the thing is as simple as it looks from the outside, but it doesn’t. First, everything is going not so bad, even if the new guy couldn’t accepted the explanation that she gave but yeah, after a while he can deal with it and started his new life with this new girl who is single and available. They still seeing each other for fun, as she wanted before. So yeah, everyone should be happy, right? She should be happy that now she’s back to her boyfriend and her so called comfort life, right?
Nope, of course she is happy to be back to her normal life without any dramas and lies anymore, but still, she wants the new guy for herself. Selfish? You can say that, but deep inside her heart she started to feel something for the new guy and she couldn’t let their so called love gone just like that. She doesn’t want to be with him because she loves her boyfriend but she couldn’t let him for a new girl either. Because believe it or not, she loves him too. She wants him too. She just doesn’t want to give up her life for him, but she loves him. And seeing him with a new girl makes her sad and yeah, maybe you can say jealous, even if she refused to admit it, but yeah, you can say that. Well, I guess they were right when they said that girls don’t fall in love just for fun. And now she has to pay her own mistake with her own feeling. Ouch! So much for her having fun things!
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So yeah, fun it is as she planned it. But she made a big mistake by not telling the new guy that she was indeed has a boyfriend and only interested to have fun. And as you guess, the thing between them got too serious because this new guy has some hope on them as he didn’t have a clue about who she really is, and as planned, she knew that she has to leave now, but can she? Here is the thing, when you spent one time with a guy, you would probably keep your promise that this was only for fun. But after spent so many times with one particular guy, then of course, the thing started to become more serious.
She knew and realized that these all are a hundred percent her fault, so yeah, she then decided to leave this new guy and back to her real life again. She wished that the thing is as simple as it looks from the outside, but it doesn’t. First, everything is going not so bad, even if the new guy couldn’t accepted the explanation that she gave but yeah, after a while he can deal with it and started his new life with this new girl who is single and available. They still seeing each other for fun, as she wanted before. So yeah, everyone should be happy, right? She should be happy that now she’s back to her boyfriend and her so called comfort life, right?
Nope, of course she is happy to be back to her normal life without any dramas and lies anymore, but still, she wants the new guy for herself. Selfish? You can say that, but deep inside her heart she started to feel something for the new guy and she couldn’t let their so called love gone just like that. She doesn’t want to be with him because she loves her boyfriend but she couldn’t let him for a new girl either. Because believe it or not, she loves him too. She wants him too. She just doesn’t want to give up her life for him, but she loves him. And seeing him with a new girl makes her sad and yeah, maybe you can say jealous, even if she refused to admit it, but yeah, you can say that. Well, I guess they were right when they said that girls don’t fall in love just for fun. And now she has to pay her own mistake with her own feeling. Ouch! So much for her having fun things!
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To my homie beloved friend, thanks for the inspiration...and yeah, for those who’s not even in the picture, I will appreciate if you just f**k-off!!!
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