To Whom It May Concern (An Open Letter To My Followers And Readers)

Dear friends,
As you guys knew already, writing is my passion. I can write about almost everything. Part of that, I was more than thrill to hear what do you guys think of my writes, BUT, am not a super genius girl who can speak so many languages. Therefore, when you guys commented my writes in languages part from Bahasa, English, and or French, I couldn't understand it at all. True, I could've used one of those online translator to translate them but that was a bit too much for me, don't you think so? So yeah, for those who want to leave comments on my blog, you are more than welcome, IF ONLY you could write them in either Bahasa, or in English, ou en Français then I would love to answer them all. And oh yeah, I would like to use this opportunity as well to show all of you guys, my followers or just my readers, how grateful I am that you guys spare some of your precious time to read my blog while they were actually only things in my head that need to let out. Thanks guys..you rock!!
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I Am Just Love

Some say that am nothing, some say that am everything. Some say that am a river that drowns the fragile reeds, some say that am an ocean with an unpredictable wave. Some say that am a razor that leaves your heart to bleed, some say that am a hunger that needs to feed. And I am love, an endless aching need.
Some say that am the one who will never be taken, the one who cannot seems to deliver. Some say that am a soul afraid of dying so that I never learn to live. Some say that am a dream afraid of waking so that I never take any chances. Some say that am just a heart afraid of breaking so that I never learn to twist. And I am love, a constant nagging pain.
Some say that am white, some say that am black. Some say that am yellow, but sometime I give everyone a blue. Some say that am grey, some say that am green. Once in a while I will be red, once in a while am purple, am even orange at some points. But I am love, an ultimate pink in your mind.
Some keep me in a silence, some celebrate me in a crowd. Some yell my name so loud, some whisper my name quietly. Some say that I deserve an announcement, some prefer me in the dark. Some flirt with me behind someone else’s back, some hold my hand with proud. Some call me in the middle of the night, some show me under the spotlight. And I am love, a bitter sweet seduction.
But I say that am a flower and sacrifice is its only seed. So when the night has been too lonely and the road has been too long, don’t ever think that I only belong to the lucky and the strong. Because remember, in the miserable cold winter, far beneath the bitter snows, lies a seed that with the sun’s love in the spring, becomes the rose.
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♥Kyle Dessent Rocks!♥

Yeah guys, you can say that I am crazy in love but wait until you listened to this guy’s voice then you can judge me. I am telling you that this guy is indeed has a very amazing voice. When I watched his live video performances in YouTube, I was stunned to see that he was never even struggled once hitting any range. Wow! Something I was never expected from a young guy like him. But yeah, he could do anything with his voice, fantastic! Well, let me tell you first, how did I find out about this talented new young singer accidentally on Facebook when his advertorial just pop up on the corner of my screen. I wasn’t even interested to check at first but then again his ad was always came up then yeah, at the end, it was kind of annoyed me and hit my nerves so I clicked it. So there you go, I became a big fan since. Duh!
Then, what’s so funny about this? Let me explain to you something. I am a softy kind of girl who always whining if I want something, so of course, OZ people don’t suit me good. I tried to avoid OZ at my best, because normally they can not stand my attitude, if you can say that. One of my dear OZ friend always said that I am a princess and a drama queen. I think he was kind of hate my behavior. He is. But recently, I don’t know why, but since I volunteer at the foundation which founded by an Australian and runs by most Australians, I was kind of getting used with them or maybe they are not that bad actually. Maybe it was only in my state of mind that because of most of them are likely speak their mind then I was kind of a little bit shocked. All my life I was used to people speak politely, you know, you have to compromised ‘what you are going to say with who you are talking to’ kind of things? But yeah, now that I am in their circle, I was sort of adjusted by itself and suddenly my tastes are adjusted by itself too. Suddenly, I am in love with OZ. Hah!
So here I am, loving an OZ singer, hanging out with OZ people, and I even talk like one now. Aaw! My best friend laughed at me all the time now, what a turning back point! But yeah, I am really into OZ at the moment, I even tolerate their freckles! Something that I never think of doing before! So guys, I am so sorry but I have to tell you these, OZ are hot and Kyle Dessent rocks!
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Salute! (My Review of ROLE Foundation)

Yesterday was an International Earth Day, so the foundation where I volunteer decided to celebrated the opening of its Eco Learning Park at the same day. First I would like to mention how did I get involved with this foundation. Last year, I felt like missing something in my life while I was actually had everything. I have so many privileges in life that make me kind of useless when it comes to deal with problems. I was so used to whining for everything and so used to get whatever I want and make me forgot about others. So yeah, last year I decided to change my life style. Oh no, it didn’t mean that I was willing to sacrifice all of my privileges, but at least I was willing to sacrifice some of my times, which I have plenty, to help others. That is why started from November last year I was involved with a foundation called ROLE (stands for River, Ocean, Land, and Ecology) as a voluntary teacher at their Women Vocational School. And it changed my perspective in life BIG time! First day I was teaching, my class was a small class, with only five students. But I was so surprised how these five ladies so enthusiast to learn everything. They were like hunger wolfs, willing to do anything for education, too bad they don’t have a facilities for that. But yeah, they were awesome students and they treated me like I was some kind of superstar or something. But the most touching moment for me was when I was finished my first class, one of my students names Wayan came to me and begged me not to give up on them just because they were so stupid. Aaah, of course I won’t! But honestly, I was choked while tried so hard to hold my tears. And believe it or not, the feeling inside me when she said that was unimaginable! That moment I wouldn’t trade for anything in my life.
So yeah, that pretty much how did I get involve with this foundation that has “Everyone Can Play a ROLE in Creating a World without Poverty and Reviving the Health of the Environment” as its motto from the beginning. And yesterday, we were opened our Eco Learning Park for the first time. But because of I was kind of busy lately, so I didn’t have much times to hang out in the foundation recently, specially since all of my students which were seaweed farmers having a harvest season so we had to closed the school temporarily until the season finished. That is why I was so surprised to see how the park going very well since the last time I visited there. Everyone must have done a very good job over there. Before I wasn’t sure about people in the foundation, about how do I get along with them since my world before was totally opposite theirs. I was a snobby little girl who always think of myself first. And all my life, I never thought of hang out with some people who talked about environment and helping others with passions. I was an ignorant and selfish human being until then. But like I said, these people changed my perspective in life and I am grateful for that. For making me feeling useful for others. The feeling I missed these whole time. As for yesterday event, I was so amazed by everyone in the foundation for doing such a wonderful job. To Mike, Tim, Lisa, Maggie, Wayan, Ajun, and everyone else, I salute you guys! And for other people who volunteers as for our sponsorships as well, I salute you too guys! For everyone who was joined us yesterday, I salute you! As for others who didn’t have any chances to take a part, then I want to remind you to start doing something, if you do care of course!
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ROLE Foundation
Jl. Siligita 55, Nusa Dua Bali
www.rolefoundation.org